Arms Wide Open.

You may find out soon enough that i've deleted all my old entries. Twenty ten has been a great journey, though some not so but i'm here to create new ones. I welcome twenty eleven with an open heart and all i ever wanted is to eat healthy, be healthy and stay healthy. Because nothing else really matters.

Last December, i went back home to celebrate Christmas with a bunch of friends and really, nothing feels like home. Friends which i've known for years-they are here to stay. It's always good to know that you'll always have a shoulder to lean on and you know that this is where you belong.

 Went to Empire to have dinner at Italianese. The initial plan was to dine in Chilis but it was full house that night.

 Smoked Salmon

 Fried Calamari

 Some pasta i don't remember the name.

 Can't remember this as well :/

 Dessert.

Peanut Butter Cheese Cake.

After dinner, we head to The Opera for the countdown celebration to join the rest, which wasn't really one except the fact that you get sprayed by random dudes with foams everywhere you go. The club was packed as hell, barely enough space to walk that i told myself i'll never spend any eve celebration in a club ever again.

As you can see. And this is just the first floor alone. Imagine the ground floor.

The groupies.

Us.

With the party queen.

That was Christmas. I had to rush back to Melaka for my classes the week after and was planning to go back again for New Year's eve but unfortunately, on the day before the eve, i fell sick-again. Probably the tenth time for last year alone. That's how often i fall sick. Thank god i got better on the eve itself or i would have missed out on the celebration.

Went to Mahkota and Dataran on the eve.

Had Kenny Rogers for dinner before watching Meet The Fockers which was just alright.

At Establishment. That was after we went to Old Town.

The six of us. A small group but nothing beats having a good company.

 Cheese pizza which i didn't try because i was a lil unwell :(

Ruby, Mark and yours truly :)

 We later went to this new place at Jonker which i can't recall the name. I'm really that bad when it comes to remembering names.

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Now that twenty ten has passed, i'm really looking forward to a better twenty eleven. I'm not a firm believer in  horoscope but it says that the rabbit year is a good year for dragon. And i really do hope it's true :) The rough end of my twenty ten left me heartbroken, with its wounds taking its time to heal-slowly but surely. I don't think i owe anyone any explanation. The only person to whom i should explain to is myself. It's funny how some people who were almost non-existent in your life takes a great concern about your relationship status and acted as if they know what's going on and that they care. Who are you kidding? Everything is well right now but seriously, don't come telling me that this is a good thing and that i deserve better or any of your bullshits because as far as i'm concern, the only person who knows exactly what's going on is me alone. 

And sometimes when you have people telling you 'oh, not again', 'nah, it's okay, they will be back together again' and 'you guys just don't get tired, do you?', you can't help but to scream 'SCREW YOU'. Yes, we probably have the most on and off session and yes, there is always a probability that things will be just fine once again but to have an outsider acting as if they know your own relationship better than you do makes you feel as if your soul has been ripped apart from your body. If you were to tell me that's concern, i'll be gladly showing you the infamous middle finger. But this has definitely opened my eyes to the people around me. True friends never judge and i'm glad i know who they are and that they are with me <3

Now let's hope for the best and may 2011 be an awesome year for all of us. I'll be heading to KL tomorrow for a day trip with classmates and just a note to dear mr. weather, no rain please. 

I'm a year older now, shucks.